Colors And Lights

Have you ever get attached to the non-living things ?

The things which does not have a life ; but they make your life.

They contribute so much to your day to day life. They become part of your life.

Sounds wierd ? May be. But I develop attachment towards every non living thing that belongs to me. Everything in my home is very close to my heart. I am so very much used to them. Unknowingly they have become integral of part of my life.

When I shifted to my new aprtment from my first home; I felt like running away. I felt I have entered in the strange/unknown world. The world which did not belong to me. The roof the walls , each and everything was so unknown. I could not relate to them.

After my graduation; I came to this city which was never my preference. But it was destinied for me. I have grown here. I have had my good and bad days here. It stood by me when I felt lonely. I have lost myself on its streets. I have enjoyed the winter; got myself drenched in the rain here; and also cribbed about the hot summer days. Still I have loved this place like no other.

This place has something special. It has my home. A place which is my confort zone; which my strength and which my weakness. I am selfish. I love my home more than any place in this world; even more than my parents house. Probably because TBH and I have crafted it with our hands,hearts and poured out our souls in it .

These bonds are scary. But the non living thing bonds are less scarier than the human bonds. The human bonds break and it hurts like hell. But then what life without these bonds right ? They need lot of nurishment and care. They are fragile but can be your strength when you need them most.

I am on the verge of ending up my journey from this place. But I am sure when I will think of coming back I will think of this place. Hope this place will embrace me with same love and comfort it has been giving me for all these years !!